Wild women of intuition.

Response: Heidenröslein (J.W. von Goethe)

Her beauty was haunting.
Vermilion lips taunting.
Youth like morning dew,
Clung to her skin deceivingly.
He had to hunt, to own, possess.
Blossoming womanhood.
His to conquer. His to best.
Too young for opposition.

Her beauty would haunt him.
Vermilion lips taunting.
Skin like silk, like Selkie,
To change into whatever she will be.
His single minded blight,
Leading him right to the spider’s web.
Him to catch. Him to best.
He never asked permission!

The witch was flaunting.
Vermilion lips taunting.
His limps ensnared entangled silk.
”Enchanted to hold those of your ilk
—Perpetrators.”
”And now you die slowly.”
She mocks, silent tears rolling.
Reversed their power position.

She will be hunting.
Vermilion lips taunting.
Oh, never to anger a witch.
A woman wild with haunted eyes
Becomes your nightmare.
With strength of the white mare.
Enchantress, beldam, witch, and crone.
Vermilion lips calling you home.
Wild women of intuition.

Still working on it as usual so don't be surprised if there are changes when you come back to it.  

Thorny Beauty

Thorny beauty
catches your eye
blinding you–temporarily
to the greenhouse roses
without bouquet.

Rough bark,
strong stem,
thorns a dagger’s envy,
lush green thickness,
scent intoxicating,

all so unnerving,
you won’t notice,
the gentle blossoms
—pink—
amongst the complex vitality.

Standing tall within her beauty,
she remains innocent
to your feeble blight,
absorbed in the joy
of warmth and sunlight.

A response poem to “She Was The Storm” by Cherie Avritt I saw in a review by Rachel 0ates.

“Someone is caught outside in a storm”

Back into the Box

As above so below, as within so without. I keep reciting the hermeneutic principles in my head. Over and over and over again. As the universe so the soul.

I snort; involuntarily spraying rain water. Right. Now I am gargoyle waterspout. Hear me blubber! The universe’s responds for the soul, my arse! Well if not the universe so at least the local weather front that haunted my lunchtime walk. I tried to escape. I would say I tried to outrun it, but who am I kidding a lame duck who just had lunch could outrun me and that’s on a good day. I am getting pelted now. Soaked to the bone. I don’t feel it though. I am still walking, yes I have not yet even turned around back home. I will walk until the thunder within has calmed as the thunder above. I will walk until I can feel my skin again. I will walk until the rage abides, until I put the image of the narcissist back into a black box. I might imagine a couple of swords stuck through the box like in a magic trick. Anything to hold her in place and stop me from calling and give her what she wants attention. The universe responds to that image is a sudden whiteness. For a fraction of a second I can’t see anything but light and then the world booms and an oak tree falls.

The Soothing Sting of Beekeeping

“Gran!” I shouted limping as quickly as quick could be.
”I stepped on one again! It sat on a daisy. The bee.”
I added as means of explanation. As if the daisy would bring me salvation!
”How many times have I told you not to run barefoot?”
She scolds. I shrug.
How am I supposed to quantify that?

A twang, it stang—again—and then the tweezers done their job.
Granddad grinned and gently chinned the rebellious child barefoot.

Gran cut an onion in half, to pull out the poisonous puss.
I had to sit still for a while with vegetable fixed to my foot.
And I made faces and complained a bit about how sore it all was.
While feeling guilty for the demise—again—of a small furry buzz.
“Well child if you would listen.” Gran sighed and paused.
No use to child or beast after harm caused.

An hour later.

Sweet cherry plumes—not feathered, wafted with gentle intoxication.
Beckoning the rebellious child into calm abdication.
Permission to enter the Queendom; was granted;
By omission of artificial scents and execution of slow movements.
He was covered from head to toe in white.
The gauze of the beekeeper’s hat rolled up,
Lest the wooden pipe would set it on fire.

”Na, Schnuck?” He said out of the corner of his mouth.
”All better?”

I nod, I smile, my eyes transfixed on the buzzing clanship.
Pop’s movements all deliberation, like a slow-motion movie strip.
My big strong hot headed mother’s father became Zen master, of the Queendom.
Hypnotised drones bumbling about him, just as enchanted as I am.

We all knew somehow, somewhere, we would always be safe there,
In the beekeeping hut.
Arms which each could hold a 100kg sack moving in fluid serenity.
Subdued by cherry plumes—not feathered, and meditative movement.
So I fall into enchanted choreography: cat’s paw and master and drones.

Being a Before Picture

Life is about being a before picture.
Nobody said the After was better though!

The day before I knew not
The worry of my students upon my illness.

The day before I had not yet
Taken one more step towards healing.

The day before I had not yet
Made the decision to call them.

The day before was a good hair day.
Today I am a hormonal mess with split ends.

The day before I smashed that keynote.
Today I am curled up–overstimulated.

We are all composites of before pictures.

In the library today I saw the book called “You are not a before picture” by Alex Light, the poem is my response to the book title (not the actual book as I have not yet read it).

“A blizzard descends upon a town”

This was our writing prompt from the first session with Cathy McSporran

He tumbles down the street, ice cold anger, burning hot rage; some of this becomes stuck in the small cobblestone alleys; where he rips off shop signs, and freezes window panes until they crack from the arctic chill. People tumble like leaves; hoods, and scarves held tightly with both hands, they fight against the rage, bend over–standing upright is impossible–yet they push forward. Shelter is so close. So close. A woman shouts above the howl; trying to tell her husband she found an open door. Yet all she sees are blurred shadows; snowflakes are slung at her face and eyes, so hard that the tears keep running. She cannot see her husband. He cannot hear her. With all her might she pulls the door open; it smashes close behind her. All of a sudden there is silence. And now her tears stream on their on volition.

Meanwhile, he keeps howling, raging, hauling microscopic ice shards at everything in his way. One goal. One goals only. That building up on the hill, the highest point, in this small town. Granit grey with coloured glass windows. He can see it; despite his rage blinding everyone who is caught up in the anger. There must be reckoning. He screams now as he heaves his full might at the building. They have angered the ancient ones.

Image of a snow covered mountain side I stood on the path while taking it so the path emerges from the foreground disappearing almost immediately behind a bend. The horizon is thick snowclouds but just above is a bit of blue sky and the winter sun has a huge halo around it. 

CC Nathalie Tasler